I just don't know. It may be the lack of sleep, the overwhelming list of responsibilities.... I am at a loss to understand. I am so exhausted, emotionally and physically. I do not want to even work and am trying to keep it together. I have a friend who has been struggling and I have needed to distance myself which should make me sad. I just feel so empty. Tired of dealing with the anxiety, maintaining this happy face for others, I just want to find someplace to take respite and try to revive.

Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.....