People find spirituality in many different things. Religion is one of many possibilities, but that should be what it's about for people who are into it - fulfilling spiritual needs. The religion I grew up with taught us that Pokemon were the work of Satan and would possess children into murder, that black people are the demonic descendents of Kain, and that all Catholic people are minions of the Anti-Christ. Sometimes it's good to just.. let that **** go once you're grown up and free. If you need the help of a good therapist to do so, nobody should blame you.