Dear T

Today. I wasn't looking forward to a sesson. I sat there in the waiting room. A few minutes before my time I saw a man, a client, leaving your office. So he's the one who had my usual time. That time ends 15 minutes before my time. There's at least 15 minutes between sessions. So he had you longer. You let him stay a little longer. With me you usually keep the times. On time you let me stay a little longer, but you were on time for your next client. And then you have let me stay longer for 2 more times, I think, but you didn't had a client after me at that time.

Today, you were too late for my session. So it was only 3-4 minutes. It was because an other client stayed longer and that's what made me angry. If it was any other reason I would be so angry, but it was because of an other client. One who used way to much gel in his hair, especially for his age.
I was so angry. I wanted to leave. I wanted to not talk to you. But then you said hi, and you looked so nice and kind and you acted so kind. And then we sat and I couldn't be mad at you. And then we started talking.

I didn't say anything to you. You usually aren't late for sessions, because there is always at least 15 minutes between sessions. The one other time you were a little late, it was also because of an client. That was some months ago. I was angry then too. I didn't say anything. I know you're usually on time. But I don't like it when you are a little too late because of an other client!!! I wish I could tell you that. I not often angry or irritated by you. When I am, it always has to do with an other client of you.

Right now, I think I hate you I hate you. Though I don't really hate you. I only hate that you were late, because of the client before me. It makes me feel worthless. Like I don't matter. Like I'm less important that your other clients. You must like having sessions with him more than you like our sessions. I'm quiet. I often don't say a lot. He must talk much more. Talk talk talk. I could tell by the way he left your office and said goodbye to you.