When i was in my old home..living with my parents....i had the idea cameras were all over the house....i tried to do nothing that would...embarress me...or criminate me...or anything.....i had this idea....that even if i was alone ....there were ghosts everywhere...and i just couldnt see them.....i also thought there was definitly someone upstairs...or around a corner.....behind a door...i swear i thought i saw doors move with no one there.....i swear someone pulled up the shades when i didnt...my nerves were shot to say the least....(my parents didnt help cuz of abuse) i had to be on the phone all night everynight with my boyfriend...i had to have my light on at all times....i had to watch a dvd player with the same movie in it..i couldnt watch tv...in case something like The Ring happened....i couldnt listen to the radio...sudden sounds made me jump and more nervous.....so it helped if i listened and watched the same movie over and over again....i made a priest bless the house over three times in a year (not enough for me..but if i asked again he might think i was nuts) i felt someone was always watching me...always listening to me....i felt there was someone behind the door..under the bed....even hiding under a desk i had...i had a cat...and i always kept him in the house when i was alone...i would study his movements to see if he felt something...especailly when i was alone i would never leave the living room...with all the lights on...the tv on ,i could only watch the tv in the living room...for some reason it felt like that tv was ok...in fact...that was the tv i couldnt watch movies on...unless they were through the tv channels....i couldnt watch a movie unless it was light...because id have to see the dining room....and someone was probably there staring through the glass door that we had there leading out to a deck by the woods, if and when i did fall asleep....i had to sleep with my face facing the door, because i felt like someone (a ghost) was always standing beside my bed...or that someone would come in my door....i took out my tv from my room because i was afraid it would turn on by itself....the closet door had to be closed ...the shades had to pulled down extra long and now...i live in a house with 9 others...and im still like this...i still feel pretty much the same stuff...except now i dont watch the dvd....and talk on the phone...i have two others in my room..but i just watch tv and take sleeping pills...and i still fight sleep because im so scared....and then i collapse in exhaustion...any thoughts or suggestions to calm down would be great....i dont know..i feel like i just had to get this out