Hey!

I see no one has responded so Id like to be the first to say that I totally hear you.
I always knew they're was something different about me and no one wanted to hear it. Finally, I was seeing a therapist through my college and with out ever bringing up bipolar, she asked me if I had ever heard of bipolar and that she highly recommended that I see a PDOC.

So I went and he diagnosed me with bipolar type two because I have been in a hypomanic state for a while.

Everything makes sense to me now because I understand why I act the way that I do and looking back at my child hood. I realize why I acted the way that I did.

At first I was relived that I could get the help and then after that I became angry because the PDOC asked me why no one ever took me to get help and then I became angry at all of the teachers and parents and family in my life that talked to me and never did anything.

I would like to say welcome but in a way its not so great to be bipolar. I like that I am hypo-manic now and I was started to feel depressed so I went off my meds and now im getting back up there.

Now I am having a hard time telling others and gaining the support from them. I feel all alone dealing with this and I am sure that you feel similar.

If you ever need to chat just hit me up!

RomanJames.