I'm so glad the negativity is gone! As for the good delusions fading, I understand. My faith crumbled with the end of my most severe episode. Once I realized that my beliefs were delusions, I couldn't reconcile the truth. I'm still in the rebuilding process. I'm sorry this has been a difficult process for you!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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