Yes this is hard to do..he was a part of your life..whether it was online or in person. People get emotionally attached.

I also have BPD and I have a very hard time letting go as well.

I am learning to step back if I get vibes that make me uncomfortable..

He does sound creepy...no contact is best for you...you have school which is your number one primary 🎓

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