i worked today and i hated it... im kinda developing this hatred for the store and people in general. like i feel like a hateful person. if someone is acting dumb i just cant sometimes. sometimes i feel like a sociopath but i know im not. but truly, sometimes i just dont like people at all. but i have to fake it and smile and try to look genuine . guys i am not a smiley person in real life, so its hard to make it look real. then i come home and feel like i faked something for 5 hours, like faked my life. and its weird