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Originally Posted by junkDNA
i worked today and i hated it... im kinda developing this hatred for the store and people in general. like i feel like a hateful person. if someone is acting dumb i just cant sometimes. sometimes i feel like a sociopath but i know im not. but truly, sometimes i just dont like people at all. but i have to fake it and smile and try to look genuine . guys i am not a smiley person in real life, so its hard to make it look real. then i come home and feel like i faked something for 5 hours, like faked my life. and its weird
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It's only a feeling you sometimes have. This is the first time I ever saw you mention it, so I'd think you probably don't even feel like that very often. And yesterday you were mentioning how much your coworkers like you and you feel like you actually belong there, so...
So you're not a sociopath of course, and you don't fake it 90% (or whatever majority) of the time. Please don't feel weird.