I lost a client I have had for over 15 years, I was with her yesterday and a little this morning right before she died. It is okay that she died but I am sad. Glad for her though. Feeling badly because I would have been there caring for her but her family all came. No one ever gave a rat's behind in her life except her daughter who is so fabulous but there were all these other family members doing the death vigil. My need to care for her was met somewhat yesterday. She was very ill for a long time but did well until about 6 weeks ago when she started to decline. Secondly my little kiddo friend with the cancer continues to hemmorhage major amounts of blood from her small bowel and nothing but transfusions can be done. Parents sound upbeat but I am not really feeling that way. Had more blood yesterday. Will see her with my daughter tomorrow. I came home and went to bed to rest early today. Forgot a million things I was supposed to do but my mind was unable to hold info. Yesterday was my file audit and I will know more after they decide to call clients and family and interview me. I hate it hanging over my head but at least my office is supportive and kind. I have to go to the drug store for my daughter but I don't want to. I had to go to her school today to deal with a bunch of nonsense that is beyond comprehension. Have another meeting tomorrw a.m. That's my day. I am pooped.