I agree with copperstar.
I'm also with Valentina and surprised you are still breathing after 70 beers. Was that a typo? You could have easily died.
You are not a monster, but you are definitely not healthy. Can you stop drinking and reach out to a professional for help? You said "I locked up my gun". This leads me to believe you are in a very bad head space and need help sooner, rather than later. Do you have access to a doctor?
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