i hope you have better luck with meds soon @gina_re

thanks for the replies, my next scheduled appointment with the pdoc is in november so im hoping to get in touch with a new pdoc before then

i feel like i dont have bipolar (or atleast bipolar I) because i cant really say that i've ever been manic, maybe i just have 0 insight into mania... but i think i would remember a manic episode, unless smoking weed for so long kept me balanced?