Tao, check out books by Temple Grandin. She has autism and writes about her experience. Also a neuro psychologist can test you for this disorder. However, a lot of what are symptoms of aspergers and autism are also symptoms of OCD, sensory integration difficulties just to name a few. It's a disorder you can treat by knowledge of how you function and what makes you feel good or bad. There is also a book called how does your engine run? that talks about sensory integration. An occupational therapist who knows sensory integration can be exteremely helpful. Good luck.