Had hope. Lost it.
I really thought I had this one. No call = no job
I have no idea what to do. I am so weary of applying for jobs, even looking at my professional email makes me feel queasy. Job searching is like having a **** job, that doesn't pay, the hours never end, and the only way you can tell you're doing the job right is when you lose it!
I decided to book an appointment with the therapist I had seen for my depression a few months back but could not see regularly because I was working a fair distance away and any appointment would have required me to take at least a half day off and, being a temp, this would mean no pay. And, well ****, he retired. So, if I want to speak to someone there I have to go back to my primary care physician to be referred again.
But I don't have one. I was referred by a walk in, which means I will have to there and start from scratch
I think I could handle hopelessness - I just can't take having hope dangled in front of me every so often