I'm in the process of filing for disability. My pdoc doesn't think I should work.

There are times when I'm, well, not safe to be around. ( Not all of the time. Sometimes, I'm okay.) But it wouldn't be fair to put me working next to or for someone, who didn't know that I can flip. And when I flip, I need isolation and an antipsychotic. Arguing with me can be a very bad thing.

Also, I have almost daily panic attacks and flip out. I'm sure if I were to obtain a job, all I would have to do is roll around on the floor for awhile and I'd probably lose my job.

Plus, I hallucinate sometimes. That could be embarrassing.

Anyway, I worked many years and paid into the system, now I need some of it back.