I understand the feeling of being trapped. Mine watches our son as well, which enables me to work the hours I need to and not pay a sitter or worry about who is watching him.

My h also pays enough of our rent that it would hinder me greatly to just walk out. We are trapped, not so much by our choices, but by our circumstances.

Perhaps when he saw your tears, he felt remorse for upsetting you. I hope so - no one needs to constantly be doing battle with the one you live with.

Just take care of yourself, please.