((((((((((((Jacq)))))))))))))))

You always say so much and are so helpful and kind and I still wonder what I did to deserve it. I miss talking to you, and I want to know what's up with you!

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but i think maybe in your case, you are paying too much attention to what is ahead of you. If you worry too much about people leaving you, then you are going to distance yourself.

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Guilty as charged. People have already told me that I'm distant when it comes to telling anything about my past. I just wish I knew how to stop it. If I'm not doing that, then I'm agonizing over what has gone wrong in the past.

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It takes a lot to get through a tough session like that ... and i'm sure there are more to come.

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Okay, I admit I saw that and I almost had a hernia. I don't really want to think about more tough sessions, but I guess that now that it's started there's no stopping it... is there?

Love you my friend, I wish I knew how to repay the favour for all the advice and thoughtfulness you have paid me