have not had any racing for a while now ... that's good ... but I find when my mind wanders I seem to be over whelmed with memories ... things from years even decades ago ... one after another just running together piling on top of each other ... there seems to be no rhyme or reason to this and no structure or trigger to cause these ... they are just there ... never happened before ... today while driving was like people shouting in my ears with memories ... no med changes no extra or new stress ... just very strange to come out of nowhere ... though some memories are good the total sensation is very disturbing ...