t, i don't know where my head is at right now. we had a casual kind of talk today, i babbled a lot which probably didn't make a lot of sense because i just had a lot of feelings going on about you moving back here, so i had no brain to mouth filter, all that stuff just plopped right on out whether it was ready for actual words or not. i don't care whether or not we figure out how to bill my insurance again once you're back here to go back to 50 min sessions. i'll be happy continuing the half-sessions for half the price, i don't care about driving to & from for only 30 mins. It would be worth it to me. How can you not know that? the talks we have every 2 weeks are so important to me. yes, i could figure out how to get along w/out you. but until the time comes when i have to, i don't want to. you help me stay sane in a crazy world. i miss you so much right now, the missing you intensified by 1000 when you said that you'll be here around the 14th. That's only 8 DAYS!! And then you will be in the same city again, and I will know it, but I won't be able to see you until you get your new office set up. As if that won't drive me crazy ha. Ah well. I know we will be talking again on the 20th, at least....even if it is just on the phone that is okay. I wish I had wished you safe travels before we hung up.