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Rant away.

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Am I being selfish and childish because things didn't go the way I wanted them? I so wanted to have my three boys all together, interacting with each other now that they are all grown men. I wanted to see all the grandkids interacting again.

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Selfish and childish? Not a chance. You have a good heart, and I know you only want what's best for yourself and your family. A lot of the time though, things don't work out in our favour at all.

Not leaving you alone, sorry. I'm sorry you're hurting and I wish I knew how I could help but I wanted you to know that I read what you wrote and although I'm supremely not useful, that I do care about you.