Im really scared. I really like both my t and pdoc. its hard losing my t and now finding out my pdoc is leaving during the same time period. he has me coming back in a month so I get to see him one more time. they will have a NP after he leaves. :/

and im just sad. I keep crying. I feel embarrassed and stupid for feeling so down. my pdoc told me I need to start processing it now and not wait. hes concerned I will slip/