Ok, so I realized that there are people out there that practically scream when they talk. I realized my best friend screaming at me triggered me because my dad used to scream at me from the time I was a baby until I turned 18.
My friend was screaming at me like on Monday about something that had nothing to do with me. I felt like I was about to kill him because he triggered me so much and it brought back from when I was a kid and I saw my friend as being my dad. He wasn't that he looked anything like my dad he reminded me of my dad. I was on the verge of tears from his screaming and I wanted to hurt him, but I didn't. I was trying very hard to control myself and not think about the bad things my dad did to me.
. But I really wish I could not be triggered by that. And on top of it all I was scared he was going to Physically hurt me because well the guy is Schizophrenic. How do I avoid triggers?
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I have a boyfriend named Daniel who I met on Facebook and we have been together since March 6th, 2019. He has Asperger's Syndrome and a master's in homeland security studies and a 4.0
Diagnosis:
Borderline Personality Disorder
Schizoaffective Disorder
PTSD
ADHD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Medical problems:
Fibromyalgia
Lupus
IBS (Irritable Bowel Syndrome)
Asthma
Psych meds:
Haloperidol 15 MG
Desipramine 75 MG
Bupropion 150 MG
Prazosin 1 MG
Lamotrigine 200 MG
Benztropine 1 MG