I don't think it is the T. I think I had my guard up through out the session and when it was over my guard got lax and it all hit me at once. The for some reason when she asked me to find Blue items, my anxiety surged through the roof, and I about took flight out of there. Also when she asked me to find the Blue Item I almost said "no". Why would I say "no" to that? I think that added more anxiety. I wonder if you can have a panic attack while dissociating.
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