Sometimes, often, I feel like I am on cocaine when I am not.

In the past I was given drug tests to prove that I wasn't on drugs because doctors and nurses would not believe me.

What is this? I have been in the system most of my life so I am sure there isn't a name for it... but sometimes I wish there was a name (even though I don't believe much in labels).

Partly like mania but more physical than mania with less euphoria/delusions.
Like anxiety but not so much worrying and more excessive thinking/hyperactivity.
Like ADHD except it didn't start until adolescence.
I have now been clean for a year so not due to drugs.
Often goes along with increased heart rate/arrhythmia.
Helps my creativity until I completely lose it.
Can go on little sleep.

I had hormone stuff tested in the past, not it (though they did not do all the tests they could have done).

The one thing it is exactly like is cocaine. But whenever I tell a doctor this they get all suspicious.

Once I hadn't done any drugs, my drug test came out clean, and they actually came back and said--you must have done something else.

What the hell? At the time I was not only crazy but had to have constant EKGs and was in the ER so... Still don't know what the hell happened with that, because they didn't believe me they never bothered trying to figure it out.