I have no idea. Can't sleep, saw your thread. Got curious. Now, even less of an idea. You said you'd been in the system most of your life. I wonder if someone took you to find out what it was when it started... I think you said adolescence? Have all the symptoms been there that long? Did some come later? I am at a total loss on it and can't help, but I am mulling it over even though I know it'll lead me around in circles and I'll land none the wiser. I hope this is one of the creative nights.