Dragonfly2,

I have some questions about FERS disability. I would like to PM you, but this is only my second post. I will try to post a couple or more things so that I can get that permission. I am a bit self-conscious about asking my questions publicly.

I am too young and too health to get SSDI. I do think that depression, memory, and fatigue are impacting my ability to do my current job. Part of me wants to look for and take a job at a lower pay grade so that I can be more successful. But since FERS is job specific, I am not sure that is wise.

I am also concerned about how much I will need to disclose about my symptoms to my supervisor if I am going to apply for accommodation or retirement. I am a very private person. I also don't want to have my application for disability to be held against me if I seek other jobs. I can say that my supervisor is not delighted with my job performance.