Be optimistic....look at the positive in every way you can...

I been molested twice. My Lil sis dad and a preacher. I was verbally and emotionally abused and had schitzoaffective disorder what seems to be my whole life. I say...stuff like...well, maybe I was late to work bc I was going to be in a wreck and die. You, you sound like you have stayed alive for a reason. You have a purpose.

Please don't hurt to urself. Go to the hospital. A crisis unit even.

And a lot of people have mental problems. There are names for about everything now days. Who ever said that was rude....mental illness and addiction are sadly misunderstood. They aren't choice or excuses

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