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Old Aug 07, 2015, 02:03 PM
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Originally Posted by Capriciousness View Post
I'm so glad you are back and posting. Look at all of the support you have here. Lots of good advice.

I second the melatonin. My Pdoc also recommended bennadryl once but it can make some people buzz so you don't want to try it for the first time at bedtime. Just an idea though.

Do you have a therapist?
Thank you. You've been my biggest supporter . I've been taking my depakote and zyprexa again and it's helped massively. I'm sleeping and I feel a lot calmer again. I don't feel any of the zombie/depressive side effects I did before. Today was a good day. I don't know if I'm maybe hypo, I've only ever really experienced euphoria/hyper. I went gambling today, and won. I just felt like doing it. It's not something I normally do. I set myself a £60 limit but ended up winning £120. I then spent my winnings on a nice bar of RayBans I'm hoping this nice mood continues.