I wasn't diagnosed until age 43.. It was like ..Oooooo that explains A lot !!!!!!!
There is always hope and you need patience, it does take time to find what is going to help you find stability , Bipolar needs attacked from all sides, medications can only do so much, Lifestyle changes need to be made. Therapy can help you identify triggers and also help you to make peace with your past and move forward... It is possible, I promise.
Welcome to PC