I get hyper religious when manic. I'll pray several times a day. It's like I can feel Gods presence. And it feels so real. All of the sudden everything has purpose and meaning.

I've even had times I thought I was Jesus. Last time I was in the psych ward, these two girls were convinced I was Jesus. Then I started to believe them for a couple days. Scary, I know.

When Im depressed it's almost complete opposite.

Though, I still have faith.