I have to come off my meds, the people at the clinic don't take me seriously. They look at my chart and see I've gained almost 100 lbs and are like "oh that's okay you look fine" like it's some big joke and I'm sick of it. I can't have any of my issues addressed because I have too much damn anxiety to say anything. I quit, I quit tonight. Chances are my mom will forget about getting it court ordered and time will go by and things will be back to normal/ I'm at a weight where I completely despise myself and the clinic thinks it's funny
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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