Ok the reason I am getting mad is because you all keep telling me how I feel or what I think about something or why I do something but none of you have any clue and I don't just mean wether or not I am psychotic I mean everything you seem to think you know every little detail about my life but I don't share everything on here either all I wanted from this thread was to vent and maybe some support not people telling me how I feel or what I am or who I am or why I do things because you don't know I know but you don't none of you are me and none of you can make assumptions about my feelings/wants/desires/needs/willingness/beliefs because I don't share everything on here and none of you are me I never asked for any of you to tell me what to do or how to do it or give me your opinion about me and my life all I said was how I was feeling that was it and then you continue to tell me how I am and what I am and then expect me to just be happy with you because you all think you are right and I am wrong when it isn't about that either I never asked for any of the things you supposedly tried to help me with all I wanted was an outlet and now you have all ruined that for me as well.