Loneliness is tough. I do things with friends occasionally. I don't enjoy going to bars and i never really did.

I haven't had a real gf in like 5 years. Last girl I was with was married and I was manic.

But, I miss that feeling of being able to talk to someone all the time about anything. I miss that friendship. I miss the sex.
I miss being in love..

If I was manic, I'd have no problem finding a girl. Because become so outgoing, confident, and everything.

It's hard to meet people when your depressed.