i urge you not to do that... you went IP last time. there is a safe and healthy way to lose weight on APs. or, like sometimesP said try metformin. if u cant get ur clinic to prescribe it try a general practitioner. topamax does make you lose weight in the right dosage, but there are weird common side effects. have you talked to your T about your body image? does he have anything to offer? maybe look into your insurance and see if it will cover a nutritionist