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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird
I have to come off my meds, the people at the clinic don't take me seriously. They look at my chart and see I've gained almost 100 lbs and are like "oh that's okay you look fine" like it's some big joke and I'm sick of it. I can't have any of my issues addressed because I have too much damn anxiety to say anything. I quit, I quit tonight. Chances are my mom will forget about getting it court ordered and time will go by and things will be back to normal/ I'm at a weight where I completely despise myself and the clinic thinks it's funny
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I gained weight from medication (******* Zyprexa). I went from a size three in jeans to a 10. Oh my gosh wish I never took that devil medicine. Now, I'm tempting to go vegetarian to help lose weight. I thought about starving myself and quitting my meds, but both are unhealthy. People say being vegetarian is unhealthy, too, but I'm doing it anyways. People tell me "Oh you look fine". No. No. No. You don't understand the big change here. I can't get used to it. I weigh myself every day like once or twice. I admit I'm obsessed, but I want to be back my old size.
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DX: Depression, OCD, ADHD
RX: Prozac (60mg) and Strattera (25mg)
Last edited by TheWell; Aug 08, 2015 at 01:28 PM.
Reason: Profanity edit
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