Im an atheist. I've even been called an anti-theist. But when depression (rather than mania) hits, I'm all about spells and demons. I tried to get my husband to take me to have a voodoo exorcism. And some God-like being talks to me, telling me to kill others and myself and reasons with me until I think it's a good idea. Luckily at that point I take myself to the hospital or inpatient facility.