yeah, sorry for the thread's subject, but you it's true.
whenever i remind myself that i will never be able to grow another 4-6 inches (so that I'm about 5"4-5"6), i sometimes imagine myself committing suicide (but then again, why? i love live so far).
oh and then i start to tell myself that a guy might think it's rather gross if he were to see my boobs when I'm laying down in the nude (they're so small to the point that I'm 'flat' when I'm laying down). I'm not very proud of my size...I'm thinking more of a 36C or a 32D would be nice.
I have a feeling that since all of these changes will be for me, that a guy will like me because i love myself now that I've changed myself. you know, they tell you that if you don't like it, change it.