I'm supposed to go to a friend's birthday party tonight, but I don't feel up to it. I'm totally drained of energy, and it was a really hard week. Her place is an hour away by bus and train. I would probably be glad if i went, but i can't imagine going anywhere tonight, it's too much. I emailed and told her I don't feel up to it, but i feel guilty for canceling. I didn't want to explain myself, so just said I'm not feeling up to it. I'm so sensitive to everything right now! For example, I felt like crying because my cat will only cuddle my boyfriend for the past week. Seriously, that should not be upsetting. I'm hoping the last week has been an anomaly, and not the start of depression. Just so tired