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Originally Posted by newtus
...idk anymore.
idk why anymore.
i got up to 180 and lost 80 pounds then gained 55 back and weighed 155 and lost 30 pounds. i just wanna keep losing. my mom pushes me to lose.
i told my mom i wanted to be on linkedin and she said "no ones gonna take you seriously".
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I was dating this girl a few years ago who's mom was just like that. She was 5'6" and 115lbs and still thought she was fat. Every time we would go to a store, she would start looking at diet pills right away. I found out the first night she spent with me that she was also bulimic. It made me really sad that she couldn't see how thin she already was and how she would look better with added weight. Not loss. Now that I'm down to 119lbs, I look at my old pictures and I look so unhealthy compared to when I weighed even 150lbs. I would take back my weight loss surgery and go back to 265lbs if I could. I looked so much better then.

you don't need to lose weight. You really don't want to get sick from weight loss and diet related complications. I've been in the ER more times in the last year than my entire life combined.
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