I've always made it my motto to never make any important decisions based on moods, feelings or emotions. When your moods change so does your whole world, especially when you have mental illness. Suicide is a very important decision. One you can't undo if successful. The mood causing you to feel this way will pass if given time and/or the proper treatment whether it be therapy or coping skills or meds. Please give yourself the time you deserve to get past this feeling. Keep posting and reaching out.