I feel so worthless. I try to be helpful to people I know but they just blow me off or even ignore it which shows I am not even worth listening to. A few other people just take and take with a short thanks or nothing. I am not helpful to get something back, it is who I am but there comes a time that it seems one way and it hurts. I have never had many friends and wonder if the people in my life are friends or I am just useful. I am so sad and feel so empty. I just want it to be better. Maybe I should not even try to make friends or help. I just feel so tired and really worthless right now.