I can't stand the feeling of going down to one anxiety pill a day. I had to take a half before I could fall asleep last night, even after taking more of my sleeping meds, because my anxiety is now to the level where I'm innerly stuck anxious. It's like I'm super restless on the inside but my body doesn't want to do anything. I'm on the verge of going to the hospital so I can be like help. My brain is stupid and I can't save my life because all I can do is sit here in denial and I think it'd be considered delusional that I think if I just keep waiting, pinky (my doctor) won't go anywhere and that she's just ignoring me but that she will come around in a week or two. She hasn't said anything for almost a month and a half. I keep emailing her (it's the quickest way to contact her. Her office assistant never answers the phone.) but she hasn't responded to me asking what do I do or how to get all of my medical records because I'm extremely picky at doctors and I know I'll go to many before I settle just like before I found her. I'm scared I won't be able to get my anxiety medicine refilled. I don't want to have another seizure. I can't calm down. I wish my doctor would tell me what to do.

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