Oh no, that's not what I meant. I meant if I don't have AS, then the symptoms go back to how I was raised. Otherwise how I grew up is just a co-occuring negative. One thing I know, it sure didn't help me. I realize AS, like any bio/neurological disorder, happens regardless of parenting. But thinking/acting like someone with AS without having it is caused by something, and my mother's parenting would fit all too well.