Butterfly Crisis, this is so hard for you but if you can reach out to her it will make so much difference. Also if she has a phone, friendly text messages when you don't see her can remind her that she is valued by you(she probably won't reply). I Sent text messages to a young friend of mine and later she said it made a huge difference to her even though she didn't respond at the time. Also take care of yourself, you deserve it too.