Dear T

I just wrote down everything that I'm scared to tell you. It are several topics. And most have been bothering me for months. I should probably talk to you about it. But maybe after your vacation, which is in two weeks.
When I started therapy again, I was planning on being totally honest this time. I've told you things I didn't told you the first time in therapy. But now there are new things. And I'm not telling you those. I'm afraid you'll think I'm whining. Jealous on you, jealous on other clients with you, insecure about our therapeutic relationship and then some other things I've told you about, but I'm afraid to bring up again.
And I'm suppose to be working on my self-esteem and anxieties, depression.
I'm a real mess.