Hi brainhi. Thanks. I appreciate you being around on the forum responding to posts. Interestingly enough I actually had a pretty good day today. I went on a hike with my brother. Now I'm watching a movie and eating a calzone.

But I still feel lost like i dont know who I am. It really effects me. I understand what your saying about other "believing in people" but I feel it's a bit more complicated than that. Its a bit hard to explain with out giving out too much personal information. Basically I don't feel it's possible to practice my faith because it would include denying things I know to be true. Idk it's just so complicated.