Yesterday round noon, my mom got mad "cause of my bad attitude." Then she started yelling at me:

• 1st round: Yelled at me like she usually does.
• 2nd round (few minutes later): Came into my room again screaming, saying she was really pissed, wanted to slap me in the face, and also called me 4-letter words. Then went on for a while, including letting out the fact that she’s been having headaches and thinks there might be tumor or something in her head.
• 3rd round (few minutes later): Came in again crying/bawling and sitting next to me on my bed, so I had to hug her and say I was worry. She said she was sorry for not being able to control herself and taking it all on me. Then she kept bawling then suddenly stopped and smiled w/ a blank expression – that’s when I first felt she was crazy, like on the movies. Then she walked to my bedroom door, smiled blankly and extended a hand out to wave at me (our secret gesture,) I got really scared and started crying and asked what was she doing, she said she had a headache and wanted to go lay down on the living room couch. It creeped me out so she walked back and lay down on my bed for a few seconds then got up again and went out.
• 4th round (few minutes later): Came into my room looking like nothing had happened. I was very scared from what happened so was still crying, and when she saw that, she asked me why was I crying – now I really felt she was crazy. She hugged me, tried to comfort me, hummed some melody I don't know, which scared me more, then she asked if she could rest in my bed, I said okay, sat there for a while, then went to the living room myself.

About 30 minutes later, she got up and was looking mad again and didn’t talk to me. While she was sleeping, I had texted my uncle (who’s a doctor) and mentioned my mom’s mood swings and headache to him and he told me to get her to checkup the following day. I talked to my dad and asked him to tell her; she got mad when my dad told her and asked me what the heck did I tell my uncle (since she hates when people know about her problems.) I said I was just very concerned, especially because of 3rd and 4th round mentioned above, and as I had guessed - she said she didn't remember coming in those 2 times! But that didn't stop her anger, she just started yelling at me again saying it is always me pissing her off, cause her bad mood and depression, etc.

That night I was so scared that she might try to hurt me in my sleep that I left a dim light in my room. Around 2am, she got up and saw the light so came in and lay next to me and asked if I was scared of her, and that she'd never not love me or ignore me, etc. At this point I already didn't know what to do to not piss her off more, so I just pretended to sleep.

Next morning, I went out to run and went back to sleep like I always do. At around 9am (when I usually get up,) mom came into my room looking really sad and begged me to not ignore her, and that she was having a hard time breathing, and thinks she might not live. After that she went back to sleep and I started posting this, and a minute ago she went to the bathroom to throw up.

I'm very scared.