If you just keep applying for jobs to get you out of where you are, then you are running away from, rather than towards something. Which isn't great. And can add to your unhappiness if you don't get an offer or if it doesn't turn out to be the right thing for you, by artificially raising your hopes. If you go to the library, you can find books that help you work things out in a more structured way. A good one is called "What colour is your parachute?" **** Bolles.com. Get a notebook and start writing things down and organise your thoughts. Otherwise you get stuck in a negative cycle in your head. Good luck!