At first it felt as if everyday problems was the issue. The only thing repeated over and over " get away from everyone whom stress these matters even more the ones that make things feel like a barrier an issue" and so that was an awesome idea getting away closing a lot of people out. Not meaning to judge but now very clear I was also being judgmental . I also see most of the issues have gone away. Now, just left with depression. If that had another name I definitely will not call it that. I would have probably call it wanting alone time or sleep time or me time but never depression. That's it I mean maybe I need medication I also suffer from anxiety. I take no kind of medication for any of this. Basically I sleep a lot and if I am not sleeping I really have to drag myself to do something its like pulling a hundred pound weight . I hate this . I am at the point where maybe taking medication will be the best way . I just hate medication.