I start crying randomly and hit something and then stop and I'm blank. I was choking myself and I choked myself harder and stopped. I got up I was fine and then I started crying again and stopped. I started choking myself and then panicking because I couldnt get a good enough grip or do it hard enough. Then i got up and I banged my head into the door over and over again. I sat back down I was fine I started laughing about the whole thing, and then I'm mad again I hit myself in the face and then I get mad that I was hitting myself and slapped myself. Now I'm just laughing. What is this? I know this isn't what this whole site is about, but I don't understand. I'm happy, them I'm sad and I'm angry, and then I'm laughing now and it is a cycle that's repeating. This has been going on for an hour now, it happens often. Not for this long I don't think When this happens I have trouble deciphering reality from not, or at least during this one. I thought I was dreaming again..like in a fog. Now I'm completely fine, again.Thanks.